Wednesday, November 18, 2009

it's been long since i blogged.
oh well.

life's been pretty fine.
most of the time, i'm just in school having band pracs.
it's only between school and home.

went out today.
with mother, sister, chantel, crystal and mui choo.
hahaha.
but went to school in the morning to get my books for next year.
didn't get the EMath textbook though.
since it's not in yet.

went to get my fbt shorts for camp after that.
met kiaying and crystal there.
they went to collect perc shirt.
in the end, it's not ready.
i pray that it would be done by friday.
if not, we've no choice but to wear last year's perc shirt.

going off for band camp tmr.
back on saturday.
and then on saturday, off for chantel's chalet.
hahaha.
that girl's turning FIFTEEN!

so i'll only be able to sleep on my nice bed on sunday.
haven't got the schedule for next week.
since concert is next saturday.
hope it doesn't get intensive cause chantel wants a sleepover before i leave on the 29. (:

the peeps are back from sabah and chiang rai.
missed them to the max.
hahaha.
but estelle (lim), min and chloe are leaving for the shanghai twinning programme on saturday.
min wanted me to go over to the airport.
sorry babe, can't.
would still be having camp.
i end at one.

haven't got chantel's birthday present.
damnnit.
i'll get it after camp on saturday i guess.
can't possibly go get it now.
and come to think of it, i've not packed for camp.
i hope it would be a fun one this time round though.
AND NO TOOTHPASTE OR WHATSOEVER PLEASE.
ahhh.

okay, i'm tired.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

2 more days till the end of work attachment.
quite fast.
these 2 days with eduwealth had been fun.
stacia and all would be having theirs next week.
i'll be almost all alone for band next week since xinyi would be on work attachment.

another day at millenia walk tmr.
today was just exciting.
the game pace was really very fast.
totally different from the pace that we play in school.
hahaha.
my group came in third!
not bad not bad. (:

okay.
train-ed to tp with weiwei.
had a very long talk with her.
sorry eh friend.
she wanted to watch a movie, but i didn't want to cause my stomach was really gonna explode.
too full from breakfast.
so yeah.
she went to qian ying's house instead.

oh well.
life has been quite boring these days.
1 month to concert.
i'm getting VERY SCARED.
it's like, we're not prepared at all.
and there's gonna be auditions.
i pray that we all do well. (:

i wonder how was prac today.
forgot to sms xinyi.
sms her tmr instead.

i wanna watch my sister's keeper.
but no one to go with.
janet watched it already.
i think stelle would be too busy.
shall ask lyn, grace and jacq tmr. (:

i suck.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

in less than 6 months, you're leaving.
but ever since that incident, i haven't been talking to all of you.
i'll definitely miss you.

i've kinda given up.
i'm just going to separate myself from everything and just concentrate on o's next year.
though i know it's going to be painful, but i'm really tired.
it's as though none of you bother anyway.
i'll live my own way.
i'll make myself immune to everything.
only this way, would make me feel better when i face all of you.
but before you leave, for one day, we'll be back to how we used to be.
after that, byebye.

everything's screwed up in my life.
nothing is going smoothly.
is there anything that i'll be successful in?
i don't think so.

mother says i'm no longer my cheerful self.
i kinda agree.
let's hope things change for the better.
i pray it does.
if not, i'll just live with it.

thank you stacia and stef.
but i think, nothing's gonna help now.
it's all up to God.
sorry for making your efforts go down the drain.
but you had fun.
you get what i mean.
it's definitely not as bad or worse than mine.

I'M THE SCREWED-EST PERSON EVER.

Friday, October 23, 2009

so, my face is slighly burnt.
and i became darker.
hahaha.

yesterday, jelly came over with stef.
to go over to estelle's chalet together.
mother and father fetched us there.
something happened halfway and i left without telling.
headed to www with janet they all.
damn fun. (:

cheryl and bel neo came halfway.
in the middle, everyone got tired.
so we sat at the shallow end of the tsunami thingo and played truth or dare.
bel had to go to the lifeguard and thank him.
cheryl challenged herself.
was damn tired.
i fell asleep at the table where we left our stuffs. (:

bathed, dinnered with janet, mel, zenia and shermaine at new york new york.
jacq came over with michele.
talked to estelle and decided to go over to hers for a while.
half an hour later, left with cheryl, jacq and joycelyn.
train-ed home with joycelyn and jacq. (:

the train ride was damn long.
and joycelyn got hooked onto my touch.
to watch videos.
hahaha.

peektures are on facebook.
i look super spastic.
but i had loads of fun with zenia and all. (:
hee.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

omg omg, today is a wonderful day.
officially done with eoys today.

went for lunch with janet, sab, odelia and mel.
went over to janet's house with mel to wait for her to bathe and pack for zenia's chalet + sleepover.
then went over to mel's house to wait for her to bathe and pack too.
then came to my house to wait for me to bathe.
hahaha, nope.
didn't sleepover.
cause i've to fetch stef and jelly over to estelle's chalet tmr.

oh right.
another happy thing.
today would be the first and most probably the last time that my mother agreed to let me go to wild wild wet without adult's supervision.
woohoo.
i don't have to hide from her already.
hee.
awesome man.
going with janet they all. (:

bbq today was damn fun.
there was the birthday girl, zenia, janet, mel, cheryl, bel neo, diandra, joycelyn, jacq, jiawen, shermaine and michele.
damn fun.
hahaha.
tmr would be another fun day with most of them at wild wild wet.
but i've got no idea if people from estelle's chalet would be angry.
i'll be there early in the morning but leave at about 12 plus to meet janet and co. (:

it's been long since i went to www.
i really wanna go, especially when my mother gave me the permission to go without her around.
the first time ever that i'm going to have fun that has water with my friends alone.
i hope the rest understands.
damn scared.

i'll go back to the chalet with cheryl and joycelyn after www. (:
fun fun.
can't wait! (:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ZENIA.
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTELLE!
<3

Monday, October 19, 2009

i'm so happy.
it's the last day tmr.
can't wait for it to be over.
i'll officially end eoy at 915AM tmr.
hahaha.

gotta wait for janet to finish her paper.
while waiting, i'll go pass my calculator to steph. (:

ahhhh, last paper!
but i don't want my papers back.
cause i know i'm gonna do badly.
sigh.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

hahaha, 4.30 and i'm still on the computer.
couldn't get to sleep, so decided to do some bio. (:
at the same time, i get to listen to music.
hee.

i'm left with sunday and monday to do bio.
intending to study through the night tmr too, since there's no school on monday. (:

went for mother's ex-colleague's son's wedding today.
it's a malay wedding.
quite cool eh.
hahaha.

tuesday, gonna go for lunch with janet after her bio paper.
since she ends later than me, she takes pure bio! (:
after lunch-ing, she'll go home and get ready for zenia's chalet, while i meet jelly and co. !
hahaha.
get stuff.
tuesday, jelly and stef would buy breakfast and come over to my house.
early in the morning.
mother will fetch us to estelle (lim)'s chalet.
i guess it'll be fun?

mother would fetch jelly and stef home too.
since they live near my place. (:
i can't wait till december hols.
there's taiwan trip!
and other outings.
janet and i are intending to do voluntary work too!
janet and stelle are gonna go to chiang rai.
chloe, estelle and jelly are gonna go to sabah.
we're intending to send them off at the airport, request by chloe.
hahaha.

btw, eoys are kinda screwed.
sigh.
let's just pray that i won't retain or drop to normal.